Nov 23, 2008

full circle

when my sister and i were little, we went to a lot of parties. in our feetie pajamas. the shindigs were usually at my grandparents house, or at their best friends' house - a quintessential big victorian home with a wrap around porch at the base of a ski mountain that was once an inn and had a number on every door and a tiny sink in each room. my grandparents house also had a back staircase that served as the perfect spot to sit and just listen to the party after we had been sent to bed. we were a festive irish catholic family. i think irish catholic says it all. i had grandparents and parents and aunts and uncles and they had cousins and friends that were practically family and everyone liked to party. often. i have a lot of really great ridiculously happy childhood memories and a lot of them involve parties. impromptu ones after a day on the slopes and bigger, more official ones during holidays with big christmas trees and twinkly lights.

after spending the night dancing with the grownups, or being dazzled by uncle bill's magic tricks and his ability to find a quarter in my ear; and sneaking sips of whatever libations were in the glasses i was instructed to clear from the room - i could sit on the stairs for hours. to this day, i cannot hear frank sinatra singing 'fly me to the moon' or willie nelson singing 'georgia on my mind' without thinking about those nights. my grandparents singing and dancing, the sounds of laughter, dancing, ice clinking in glasses of scotch and the smell of a wood fire burning, twinkly christmas lights.

my sister and i were always on coat duty. i loved burying my face in the occasional fur coat and trying to keep track of who's coat belonged to whom. i loved being a tiny little fly on the wall of all the festivities around me. my sister and i were the only children and could be shameless centers of attention when we wanted to put on a show or completely invisible when we wanted to sneak some archway cookies from the kitchen.

i turned forty this week and we had a big party.

my kids were on coat duty, but my youngest was the only one who took this job seriously. my other two children holed up in the basement with mr. bean. after the movie, my middle child - the responsible one - marched herself up to her room and went to bed at 10 pm. and i think at one point my 12 year old emerged from the basment with nerf gun in hand and after talking with a few grownups, parked himself in front of the computer.

but lulu had other plans in mind. early in the evening, lulu was sitting on the stairs after having taken a bunch of coats up to plop on her brothers' bed and she was writing. very tongue-sticking-out intently. she documented the evening as follows:

Dear notebook,
My mom is haveing a big party. and I am stuck in the, well ... my mom and dad's room with the dog. so yeah. at the party whenever i hear people come in I run out of the room and rush downstairs and ask them "May I take your coat please" it is a realy easy job but right now I am brethless. My poor dog is sad she can't get out my parents wont let her out! Poor Mabel she's whineing! I wish I could let her out but she'll eat all the cake. And then there is a million pepole here I don't want her scare [frighten] them.

i loved that she planted herself on the stairs and documented things. there were other things documented: guests in attendance, and if she forgot their names, she would just indicate who's mom or dad it was. she also jotted down a list of "things for a party" which included cups, napkinz, cake, cupcake and a whineing dog. i loved seeing her sit on the pile of coats while she tried to find bessie's coat and she wasn't sure where fin's mom's coat was. i'm not sure how many cupcakes or cookies she snuck and i don't care. i love that she held center stage in the living room and danced. granted, she was wired to the hilt and i wonder if she snuck any bourbon slushies on trips through the kitchen; but she had a plan and was on a mission - one i didn't realize until midnight when i watched as she looked at the clock and saw that it said midnight - she proclaimed "yes! i did it!" and hours after her older sister and brother had gone up to bed, she herself headed up to bed. mission accomplished. night documented. a successful night of coat-taking, writing, tending to a whineing dog, and some questionable shake-your-money-maker sort of moves for a seven year old.

bourbon slushies and a keg of hell for certain replaced clinking ice in scotch glasses. there was still a little bit of frank sinatra crooning 'fly me to the moon'. there were twinkly lights and a wood burning fire outside, and a little girl dancing and then sitting, watching, writing from the stairs.

14 comments:

pricklypearbloom said...

Aw, that is so sweet Suzanne. :) Happy birthday! And I'm glad ya'll had a good party.

Cindy said...

i enjoyed reading about your childhood party memories. i remember sneaking sips out of people's abandoned glasses as well. it sounds like it was a great party! happy birthday!

Gotta Run said...

Wow... we all missed one great party. HAPPY 40th BIRTHDAY GIRL!!

I love the way you share your story and for just a moment I could see things in my own childhood I had not thought about for years. Gives me a warm cozy feeling.

SLB said...

Happy Birthday!

Great post what fun to see the wheel turn like that!

Oh to be turning 40 again!

mom said...

that did it..........crying now
well, very teary

special times, special memories...

special you

xoxoxo

house on hill road said...

she was intent, wasn't she? so dang cute. and that party was so much fun. happy happy birthday!

Ovens2Betsy said...

Oh my goodness -- I can't believe I forgot your birthday! Happy, happy day!

Groover said...

Happy Birthday, Zanne! Sounds like you had a great party.

Wonderfully told story.

oh navel said...

That Claudia can surely shake her money maker! It was a lovely party and I love that your post gives it such context.

bsegal said...

The smile on your daughter's face as she danced with you at around 11 said it all. That was one happy kid. Great party, i especially liked the fire pit and "man-area" thanks again.

caroline said...

That little cutie! The attendance sheet was the best!

Nat said...

Happy Birthday...

Sounds like she had quite the evening herself -- nice to see the world through their eyes sometimes.

pamster said...

Great post! I had to read it a couple times to drink it all in - no pun intended! Thanks for showing us a glimpse of such great childhood memories for you and the new memories that were made for your daughter that night.

Vickie said...

Happy birthday!