i knew this visit was coming ... it always does right before a race - it hung around for a day, maybe 2 -- but this time, i embraced it. acknowledged it. mulled it over.
and then told it to move on ... i had better things to think about.
holy shit. i think it worked. cause it never came back.
hope i didn't just put the whammy on myself,
cause i still have 4 days left.